Dear Earth,
Long time no see.
I just returned from my expedition in Alaska—and wow, what an adventure it was. I crossed glacial rivers so cold they made my bones ache, climbed over moraines that felt like ancient staircases built by time itself, and carried science gear through terrain that demanded every ounce of strength and curiosity I had. It was raw, intense, and beautiful.
But I won’t lie—the first two days were rough. I felt completely out of my element. No phone, no warm bed, no easy way to talk to my family. The days were long and unfamiliar, the bugs relentless, and I remember lying in my sleeping bag wondering why I’d come at all. I missed home, missed the comfort of a hot meal and a familiar routine. My muscles ached in ways I didn’t know were possible, and I found myself silently counting the days until it would be over.

But slowly, something shifted. I got used to the cold fingers in the morning and the weight of my pack. I began to see the rhythm of this new lifestyle—the simplicity, the quiet, the way everything I needed was on my back or beside me in the team. The discomfort faded, and in its place came awe.
Because beyond the physical challenge, what truly left a mark on me was the community. I met the most incredible people—strong, kind, brilliant individuals who care about you deeply, Earth. We shared stories under a sky that never really got dark, and we laughed in the face of rainstorms and sore muscles. Together, we learned how to observe you with scientific eyes and an open heart. We tested glacial runoff, studied sediment layers, and tried to understand how your ancient rhythms are changing with the warming climate.

There’s something grounding about being so close to your untouched corners. In those moments—whether freezing in a river or journaling by the fire—you reminded me that science is not just data, but connection. It’s feeling the crunch of gravel underfoot and knowing it tells a story that predates us.
I miss the stillness. I miss the wild. I miss you, Earth, in your unfiltered form.
Until the next adventure,
With love and bruised knees,
Jessica Ngok
